Ok, so I am getting the hang of this blog thing. I like it but find myself holding back some. I guess that comes from a fear that someone may not like what I have to say. So, my hope is that as I continue my blogging journey I will open myself up more and more. I was reading a blog earlier that talked about living in the moment. My problem is finding ANY moment to just LIVE in! My life has become so mundane that I relish in nothing. My kids are all grown with lives of their own. My marriage of 25 years is no longer in existence. I no longer have drugs and booze to turn to. Boo hoo, poor me right? Not really, I’m thankful for the life I have today. I’m just bored! I need a time consuming hobby and I need it F A S T before my moments are none. I’m 43 waiting for life to begin. I got to remember I am the only one to change or begin anything.
Archive for April, 2013
Dr William Dyer said on Facebook “When you judge another, you don’t define them, you define yourself!”
If I could clone myself she would have an amazing figure, very successful in business, she would not have the mental illnesses I have been blessed with. Regrets, she would have none. This me would be just a vivid memory and I would really become my clone. I would only want the same children I have now. They are wonderful and are the only things I have done right. My perfect cones life would involve them. My clone would have never made the same parenting mistakes I did. She would have been the perfect mother to my wonderful sons. If I could clone myself I would become new!
I currently display nothing on my walls. My bedroom walls that is. I live with my son and his new wife. I defer our house decor to them. This economy has forced us to live together to stay afloat. But, I’m currently starting a fresh new life. I suppose that is why my walls of my personal space are blank. I was in a relationship for over 20 years. A blank slate. I remember through the years my walls reflected whatever I thought was popular with the times. Years ago there was home interior. When I was a teen it was motley crew or Bon jovi. What was popular was on my walls. My new state of affairs of my life have left me blank. Hummm, maybe I should start decorating my walls?
I am very new to blogging if anyone would like to throw me little or big tips to vamp my blog or improve my writing please help me by leaving them in comments for me. I’ve been reading all the tips given by wordpress but I would really like directions in a form a simple minded person can understand. Anything will help! Thanks