Ok, so I am getting the hang of this blog thing. I like it but find myself holding back some. I guess that comes from a fear that someone may not like what I have to say. So, my hope is that as I continue my blogging journey I will open myself up more and more. I was reading a blog earlier that talked about living in the moment. My problem is finding ANY moment to just LIVE in! My life has become so mundane that I relish in nothing. My kids are all grown with lives of their own. My marriage of 25 years is no longer in existence. I no longer have drugs and booze to turn to. Boo hoo, poor me right? Not really, I’m thankful for the life I have today. I’m just bored! I need a time consuming hobby and I need it F A S T before my moments are none. I’m 43 waiting for life to begin. I got to remember I am the only one to change or begin anything.
April 27, 2013