Rambling on

Well, it’s holiday time again! Does that make me happy? No, I am not going to be with any of my kids for thanksgiving or Xmas. They are older now. So, these things happen.  I do have a grandbb but I don’t think I will see her either. The holidays can come and go quick as far as I am concerned.
My new life is going well except that I have taken a couple steps back per say. I fell into another depression episode. That’s where I have been. Wollowing in self pity. Once again I put my big girl panties and faced the world again. I’m pretty well at hiding my mental illnesses from the world.
I quit smoking gained more weight. I got writers block. Anyway, I’m back….for now